CONFESSION From my neW sony ericsson p1i

my first post from my new.mobile .my 18th.makes me feel more nice as it is literally hand written by me now.I dont remember when I wrote something meaningful with a pen on a paper last.well i dont think i ever mean to say anything meaningful anytime.last weekend went well at my hometown..planned out everything that needs to be done for the big day.looks like i will be bankrupt soon.btw for those wondering why i am posting on my mobile...my laptop has gone for a full body checkup...and off late it is behaving like an amnesia patient...after two years of hard work ,i guess it deserves the break.it is pretty much been my gateway to stay connected with civilisation.and all those streamed videos.i have no idea why i sound like i am attached 2 my things.i actually dont care that much.if this laptop goes i will get another one the next day.my whole life has been like that...l have made a million people feel so in my life...not something i am proud of...so many of them have thought i care most about them and got dissappointed...is it because of me being overly extrovert and friendly...anyway i dont intend to hurt anyone...i think people have a problem basicaly ...the point is it is nice for me 2 write in my phone...lets see when i throw this away...